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A Home Called Hospital - Cardiothoracic and Cardiology Team (PPUM)

To the doctors who cared for me – Prof. Sivakumar, Dr. Raja Burhanudeen, Dr Ariff, Dr. Afiqah, and the nurses.   I know I should be over the moon, now that I am free again. But I often ask myself lately, as to why I am missing that time, when the moment seemed to feel so safe and secure. Perhaps I already know the answer... Because I was safe shortly after I was saved. Who would’ve thought that in a place where souls flee from bodies, it would be the place that I would feel the most alive? But nothing lasts forever… Not sickness, not disease, not money, not people – even moments that turned to memories, too, would eventually be forgotten.   It’s unthinkable for a patient to miss a hospital. But I do. Because in this hospital, I know that I am safe, whereas outside, I do not know what awaits me. Perhaps, it is a kind of bond resulting from deprivation that led to me having a guilt-like feeling, almost like having an affair up in the apartment, and having to leave before six. Dr...

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