I FEEL LIKE A FAILURE - Don't Give Me That Look!

 I never knew a person could mimic the wind he's under,

and there you were, as dense as the breeze, and as cold as ice,

and you dragged me to this place yet again...

Out of all the people, you were the last one I had expected to leave me in this ice box,

but I guess I was wrong.

I'm with a million thoughts, and not a single word made up.

I feel like a fool, thousands of words written on paper,

I described everything and everyone around me with such ease, yet I failed to mark you up.

You made me write a beautiful melody to frame my hopeless romantic lyrics,

I envisioned you like the aromatic oud that enlightens my life within a spritz...

One that I was searching for, and thought I had found in the middle of that cold room...

One that would make me dress in rose reds and pinks...

I made a draft out of that moment - I froze your smiles in the back of my eyes,

I kept your laughter in my ears, and I moulded your shoulder in my palm...

But today you turned everything to waste by treating me with such insults.

It was "inappropriate" when I did it, but it was funny when he did it.

I knew for a fact that I was NOT clapping the wind, just as I know that I wasn't alone.

I saw your eyes every time we met, you gave me that look,

and in my dear heart, there had always been a prayer

to meet someone with dignity and courage...

I guess God has made a fool of me for believing you were one to follow your heart.

Don't give me that 'innocent' look, because once again...

I've collected one more 'souvenir' to cherish my foolishness.

And I can hear them saying "That scandalous, troubled, and difficult 'Divo' in delusions has failed not only in his career, but also in his love".